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contubernal, noun. one
who occupies the same tent; a tent-fellow, comrade.
The thought of Percy Prewitt as my contubernal causes
me to break out in hives.
--From the personal dictionary of Caroline Trent

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Hampshire, England
July 3, 1814
Caroline Trent hadn't meant to shoot Percival Prewitt, but
she had, and now he was dead.
Or at least she thought he was dead. There was certainly
enough blood. It was dripping from the walls, it was splattered
on the floor, and the bedclothes were quite stained beyond
redemption. Caroline didn't know very much about medicine,
but she was fairly certain a body couldn't lose that much
blood and still live.
She was in big trouble now.
"Damn," she muttered. Although
she was a gentlewoman, she hadn't always been raised in
particularly gentle circumstances,
and her language occasionally left a bit to be desired.
"You stupid man," she said to the body on the floor.
"Why did you have to lunge at me like that? Why couldn't
you have left well enough alone? I told your father I wasn't
going to marry you. I told him I wouldn't marry you if you
were the last idiot in Britain."
She nearly stamped her foot in frustration.
Why was it her words never came out quite the way she intended
them to? "What
I meant to say was that you are an idiot," she said to
Percy, who, not surprisingly, didn't respond, "and that
I wouldn't marry you if you were the last man in Britain,
and-- Oh, blast. What am I doing talking to you, anyway?
You're
quite dead."
Caroline groaned. What the devil was she supposed to do now?
Percy's father was due to return in just two short hours,
and it didn't require an Oxford degree to deduce that Oliver
Prewitt would not be pleased to find his son dead on the floor.
"Bother your father," she ground out. "This
is all his fault, anyway. If he hadn't been so obsessed
with
catching you an heiress..."
Oliver Prewitt was Caroline's guardian, or at least he would
be for the next six weeks, until she reached her twenty-first
birthday. She had been counting down the days until August
fourteenth, eighteen hundred and fourteen ever since August
fourteenth, eighteen hundred and thirteen, when she had turned
twenty. Just forty-two days to go. Forty-two days and she
would finally have control of her life and her fortune. She
didn't even want to think about how much of her inheritance
the Prewitts had already run through.
She tossed her gun onto the bed, planted her hands on her
hips, and stared down at Percy.
And then... his eyes opened.
"Aaaaaaack!" Caroline let
out a loud scream, jumped a foot, and grabbed her gun.
"You b--" Percy started.
"Don't say it," she warned. "I
still have a gun."
"You wouldn't use it," he
gasped, coughing and clutching at his bloody shoulder.
"I beg your pardon, but the
evidence seems to indicate otherwise."
Percy's thin lips clamped into a
straight line. He swore viciously, and then lifted his
furious gaze to Caroline. "I
told my father I didn't want to marry you," he hissed.
"God! Can you imagine? Having to live with you for the
rest of my life? I should go bloody insane. If you didn't
kill me first, that is."
"If you didn't want to marry
me you shouldn't have tried to force yourself upon me."
He shrugged, then howled when the
movement sparked pain in his shoulder. He looked quite
furious as he said, "You've
quite a bit of money, but do you know, I don't think you're
worth it."
"Kindly tell that to your father," Caroline
snapped.
"He said he'd disinherit me
if I didn't marry you."
"And you couldn't stand up to
him for once in your pathetic life?"
Percy growled at being called pathetic,
but in his weakened condition he couldn't do much about
the insult. "I could
go to America," he muttered. "Surely savages have
to be a better option than you."
Caroline ignored him. She and Percy had been at odds since
she had come to live with the Prewitts a year and a half earlier.
Percy was quite under his father's thumb, and the only time
he showed any spirit was when Oliver quit the house. Unfortunately,
his spirit was usually mean and small and, in Caroline's opinion,
rather dull.
"I suppose I'm going to have to save you now,"
she grumbled. "You're certainly not worth the gallows."
"You're too kind."
Caroline shook a pillow out of its
case, wadded up the cloth -- the highest quality linen,
she noted, probably purchased
with her money -- and pressed it against Percy's wound. "We
have to stop the bleeding," she said.
"It appears to have slowed down," Percy
admitted.
"Did the bullet go straight
through?"
"I don't know. Hurts like the
devil, but I don't know if it's supposed to hurt more if
it goes through or gets stuck
in the muscle."
"I imagine they're both quite painful," Caroline
said, lifting the wadded pillowcase and examining the wound.
She turned him gently and looked at his back. "I think
it went through. You've a hole in the back of your shoulder
as well."
"Trust you to injure me twice."
"You lured me into your room under the pretense of needing
a cup of tea for a head cold," she snapped, "and
then you tried to rape me! What did you expect?"
"Why the hell did you bring
a gun?"
"I always carry a gun," she replied. "I
have since... well, never you mind."
"I wouldn't have gone through with it," he
muttered.
"How was I to know that?"
"Well, you know I've never liked
you."
Caroline pressed her makeshift bandage
up against Percy's bloody shoulder with perhaps a touch
more force than was necessary. "What I know," she spat out, "is
that you and your father have always quite liked my inheritance."
"I think I dislike you more than I like your inheritance,"
Percy grumbled. "You're too bossy by half, you're not
even pretty, and you've the serpent's own tongue."
Caroline pressed her mouth into a grim line. If she had a
sharp way of speaking, it wasn't her fault. She'd learned
quickly that her wits were her only defense against the parade
of horrible guardians she'd been forced to endure since her
father had died when she was ten. First there was George Liggett,
her father's first cousin, who hadn't been such a bad sort,
but he certainly didn't know what to do with a small girl.
So he'd smiled at her once -- just once, mind you -- told
her he was happy to meet her, and then tossed her into a country
home with a nurse and governess. And then he proceeded to
ignore her.
But George had died, and her guardianship had passed on to
his first cousin, who was no relation of hers or her father's.
Niles Wickham was a mean old miser who'd seen a ward as a
good substitute for a serving girl, and he'd immediately given
her a listof chores longer than her arm. Caroline had cooked,
cleaned, ironed, polished, scrubbed, and swept. The only thing
she hadn't done was sleep.
Niles, however, had choked on a chicken bone, turned quite
purple, and died. The courts were at a bit of a loss as to
what to do with Caroline, who at fifteen seemed too well-bred
and wealthy to toss into an orphanage, so they passed her
guardianship on to Archibald Prewitt, Niles's second cousin.
Archibald had been a lewd man who'd found Caroline entirely
too attractive for her comfort, and it was then that she began
her habit of keeping a weapon on her person at all times.
Archibald had had a weak heart, however, and so Caroline had
only had to live with him for six months before she attended
his funeral and was packed off to live with his younger brother
Albert.
Albert drank too much and used his fists, which resulted
in Caroline's learning how to run fast and hide well. Archibald
may have tried to grope her on every occasion, but Albert
was a mean drunk, and when he struck her, it hurt. She also
became quite adept at smelling spirits from across a room.
Albert never raised a hand against her when he was sober.
But, unfortunately, Albert was rarely sober, and in one of
his drunken rages he kicked his horse so hard that his horse
kicked him back. Right in the head. By then Caroline was quite
used to moving about, so as soon as the surgeon pulled the
sheet over Albert's face, she packed her bag and waited for
the courts to decide where to send her next.
She soon found herself residing with Albert's younger brother
Oliver and his son, the currently bleeding Percy. At first
Oliver had seemed the best of the bunch, but Caroline quickly
realized that Oliver cared for nothing so much as money. Once
he learned that his ward came with a rather large portion,
he decided that Caroline -- and her money -- would not escape
his grasp. Percy was only a few years older than Caroline,
so Oliver announced that they would marry. Neither of the
prospective couple was pleased by this plan, and they said
so, but Oliver didn't care. He needled Percy until Percy agreed,
and then he set about convincing Caroline that she ought to
become a Prewitt.
"Convincing" entailed screaming
at her, slapping her about, starving her, locking her in
her room, and finally,
ordering Percy to get her with child so that she'd have to
marry him.
"I'd rather bring it up a bastard than a Prewitt," Caroline
muttered.
"What was that?" Percy asked. "Nothing."
"You're going to have to leave, you know," he
said, abruptly changing the subject.
"Believe me, that fact is quite
clear."
"Father told me that if I don't
get you with child, he'll take care of it himself."
Caroline very nearly threw up. "I beg your pardon?" she
said, her voice uncharacteristically shaky. Even Percy
was preferable to Oliver.
"I don't know where you can
go, but you need to disappear until your twenty-first birthday,
which is... when?... soon,
I think"
"Six weeks," Caroline whispered. "Six
weeks exactly."
"Can you do it?"
"Hide?"
Percy nodded.
"I'll have to, won't I? I'll
need funds, though. I have a bit of pin money, but I don't
have access to my inheritance
until my birthday."
Percy winced as Caroline peeled the
cloth away from his shoulder. "I can give you a little," he
said.
"I'll pay you back. With interest."
"Good. You'll have to leave
tonight."
Caroline looked around the room. "But
the mess... We have to clean up the blood."
"No, leave it. Better I let
you get away because you shot me than because I simply
botched the plan."
"One of these days you're going
to have to stand up to your father."
"It'll be easier with you gone.
There is a perfectly nice girl two towns over I've a mind
to court. She's quiet
and biddable, and not nearly as skinny as you."
Caroline immediately pitied the poor
girl. "I hope everything
works out for you," she lied.
"No, you don't. But I don't
care. Really doesn't matter what you think, as long as
you're gone."
"Do you know, Percy, but that
is precisely how I feel about you?"
Amazingly, Percy smiled, and for the first time in the eighteen
months since Caroline had come to live with the youngest branch
of the Prewitts, she felt a sense of kinship with this boy
who was so nearly her age.
"Where will you go?" he
asked.
"Better you don't know. That
way your father can't badger it out of you."
"Good point."
"Besides, I haven't a clue.
I haven't any relations, you know. That is how I ended
up here with you. But after
ten years of defending myself against my ever-so-caring guardians,
I should think I should be able to manage in the outside
world
for six weeks."
"If any female can do it, it
would be you."
Caroline raised her brows. "Why
Percy, was that a compliment? I'm stunned"
"It wasn't even close to being
a compliment. What kind of man would want a woman who could
get along quite well without
him?"
"The kind who could get along quite well without his
father" Caroline retorted.
Percy scowled as he flicked his head
toward his bureau. "Open
up the top drawer... no, the one on the right..."
"Percy, these are your undergarments!" Caroline
exclaimed, slamming the drawer shut in disgust. "Do
you want me to lend you money or not? That's where I hide
it."
"Well, it stands to reason that no one would want to
look in there," she murmured. "Perhaps if you bathed
more often..."
"God!" he burst out. "I
cannot wait until you leave. You, Caroline Trent, are the
devil's own daughter.
You are plague. You are pestilence. You are--"
"Oh, shut up!" She yanked the drawer back open,
disgusted with how much his words stung. She didn't like Percy
any better than he liked her, but who would enjoy being compared
to locusts, gnats, and frogs; the Black Death; and rivers
turning to blood? "Where is the money?" she demanded.
"In my stocking... no, the black
one... no, not that black one... yes, over there, next
to the... yes, that's it."
Caroline found the stocking in question
and shook out some bills and coins. "Good God, Percy,
you must have a hundred pounds here. Where did you get
this much?"
"I've been saving for quite
some time. And I nick a coin or two each month from Father's
desk. As long as I don't
take too much, he never notices."
Caroline found that hard to believe; Oliver Prewitt was so
obsessed with money it was a wonder his skin hadn't turned
the color of pound notes.
"You can take half of it," Percy
said.
"Only half? Don't be stupid,
Percy. I need to hide for six weeks. I may have unexpected
expenses."
"I may have unexpected expenses."
"You have a roof over your head!" she
burst out.
"I might not once Father discovers
I let you get away.."
Caroline had to concede his point.
Oliver Prewitt was not going to be pleased with his only
son. She dumped half the
money back into the stocking. "Very well," she said,
stuffing her share into her pocket. "You have the bleeding
under control?"
"You won't be charged with murder,
if that's what you're worried about."
"It may be difficult for you
to believe, Percy, but I don't want you to die. I don't
want to marry you, and I
certainly won't be sorry if I never clap eyes on you again,
but I don't want you to die."
Percy looked at her oddly, and for
a moment Caroline thought he was actually going to say
something nice (or at least something
as nice as she'd said) in return. But he just snorted, "You're
right. I do find it hard to believe."
At that moment, Caroline decided
to dispense with any last shred of sentimentality she might
be feeling and stomped to
the door. Hand on the knob, she said, "I'll see you
in six weeks -- when I come to collect my inheritance."
"And pay me back," he reminded
her.
"And pay you back. With interest," she
added before he could.
"Good."
"On the other hand," she said, mostly to herself,
"there might be a way to conduct my affairs without
meeting with the Prewitts again. I could do everything through
a solicitor,
and--"
"Even better," Percy interrupted.
Caroline let out a very loud, very irritated exhale and quit
the room. Percy was never going to change. He was rude, he
was selfish, and even if he was marginally nicer than his
father -- well, that still made him a boorish lout.
She scurried along the dark corridor and up a flight of stairs
to her room. Funny how her guardians always gave her rooms
in the attics. Oliver had been worse than most, relegating
her to a dusty corner with low ceilings and deep eaves. But
if he had meant to break her spirit he had failed. Caroline
loved her cozy room. It was closer to the sky. She could hear
the rain against the ceiling, and she could watch the tree
branches bud in spring. Birds nested outside her window, and
squirrels occasionally ran along her ledge.
As she threw her most prized belongings
into a bag, she stopped to peer out the window. It had
been a cloudless day and now
the sky was remarkably clear. It somehow seemed fitting that
this should be a starry night. Caroline had few memories
of
her mother, but she could recall sitting on her lap outside
on summer nights, staring up at the stars. "Look at that
one," Cassandra Trent would whisper. "I think it's
the brightest one in the sky. And look over there. Can you
see the bear?" Their outings had always ended with Cassandra
saying, "Each star is special. Did you know that? I
know that sometimes they all look the same, but each one
is special
and different, just like you. You are the most special little
girl in the whole world. Don't ever forget that."
Caroline had been too young to realize that Cassandra was
dying, but now she cherished her mother's final gift, for
no matter how bleak or desolate she felt -- and the last ten
years of her life had given her many reasons to feel bleak
and desolate -- Caroline had only to look up at the sky to
give her a measure of the peace. If a star twinkled, she felt
safe and warm. Maybe not as safe and warm as that long-ago
toddler on her mother's lap, but at least the stars gave her
hope. They endured, and so could she.
She gave her room a final inspection to make certain she
hadn't left anything behind, tossed a few tallow candles into
her bag in case she needed them, and dashed out. The house
was quiet; all the servants had been given the night off,
presumably so there would be no witnesses when Percy attacked
her. Trust Oliver to think ahead. Caroline was only surprised
that he hadn't tried this tactic sooner. He must have originally
thought that he could get her to marry Percy without resorting
to rape. Now that her twenty-first birthday was approaching,
he was growing desperate.
And so was Caroline. If she had to marry Percy, she'd die.
She didn't care how melodramatic she sounded. The only thing
worse than the thought of seeing him every day for the rest
of her life was having to listen to him every day for the
rest of her life. It was a terrifying prospect, that.
She was making her way through the hall toward the front
door when she noticed Oliver's new candelabra sitting majestically
on the side table. He'd been crowing about the piece all week.
Sterling silver, he'd said. The finest craftsmanship. Caroline
growled. Oliver hadn't been able to afford sterling silver
candelabras before he'd been appointed her guardian.
It was ironic, really. She'd have been happy to share her
fortune -- give it away, even -- if she'd found a home with
a family who loved her and cared for her. Someone who saw
in her something more than a workhorse with a bank account.
Impulsively, Caroline yanked the beeswax candles out of the
candelabra and replaced them with the tallow ones in her bag.
If she needed to light a candle on her travels, she wanted
the sweet-smelling beeswax Oliver reserved for himself.
She ran outside, mumbling a short
thanks for the warm weather. "It's a bloody good thing Percy didn't decide to attack
me in the winter," she muttered, striding down the drive.
She would have preferred to ride -- anything that would get
her out of Hampshire faster -- but Oliver only kept two horses,
and they were currently attached to his carriage, which he'd
taken with him to his weekly game of cards at the squire's
house.
Caroline tried to look at the bright side and reminded herself
that she could hide more easily on foot. She'd be slower,
though, and if she ran into footpads...
She shuddered. A woman alone was very conspicuous. And her
light brown hair seemed to catch all of the moonlight, even
with most of it stuffed into a bonnet. She'd have been smart
to dress up like a boy, but she hadn't had enough time. Perhaps
she should follow the coast to the nearest busy harbor. It
wasn't that far. She'd be able to travel faster by sea, take
herself far enough away from so that Oliver couldn't find
her within six weeks.
Yes, it would have to be the coast. But she couldn't travel
via the main roads. Someone was bound to see her. She turned
south and began to cut through a field. It was only fifteen
miles to Portsmouth. If she walked quickly and through the
night, she could be there by morning. Then she could book
passage on a ship -- something that would take her to another
part of England. Caroline didn't want to leave the country,
not when she needed to claim her inheritance in six short
weeks.
The grass was soft and dry, and the trees shielded her from
the view of the main road. There wasn't much traffic this
time of night, but one couldn't be too careful. She moved
swiftly, the only sound her footfall as her boots met the
earth. Until...
What was that?
Caroline whirled around but saw nothing.
Her heart raced. She could have sworn she'd heard something. "It was just
a hedgehog," she whispered to herself. "Or perhaps
a hare." But she didn't see any animals, and she didn't
feel reassured.
"Just keep moving," she told herself. "You
must get to Portsmouth by morning." She resumed her
trek, walking so fast now that her breath began to come faster
and
faster. And then...
She whirled around again, her hand
instinctively reaching for her gun. This time she'd definitely
heard something. "I
know you're out there," she said with a defiance she
didn't quite feel. "Show your face or remain a coward."
There was a rustling noise, and then a man emerged from the
trees. He was dressed completely in black, from his shirt
to his boots -- even his hair was black. He was tall, and
his shoulders were broad, and he was quite the most dangerous-looking
man Caroline had ever seen.
And he had a gun pointed straight at her heart.